Hellos.
i haven been blogging for a very very very long time.
These few days i had been thinking much.
About matches, which seems like will nv end.
About Training which seems to be increasing.
About results, which seemed quite acceptable after seeing it today.
About friends, who i hav treated coldly or do not know how to face them.
And finally my life...
I dunno wads wrong with me.
i hav been treating a very good friend coldly or maybe i felt the coldness from her too.
Everytime i tried to be close i felt pushed away.
Is it me?
I dun wan things to end up this way either.
I just dun feel the same anymore.
Its like there is a wall inbetween us and when i throw something at it.
It bounces back hard.
I dunno wad to do now.
God pls guide me!!
Tell me wads wrong...

Anw.
Today some stuff happened in school.
Shall not make it big.
But i felt quite sad.
Why did she hav to do that?
I mean...
Its just results.
There's no need to resort to such matters.
I will nv find such courage to do such a thing.