wah hah.
yest was a super busy day, i woke up late la.
Due to lack of sleep during camp.
haha!
So i woke up at 11am like that.
Feeling super hot la.
And my throat was terrible.
so i went to drown myself in water.
Then i went down to watch tv, almost fell asleep on the sofa.
Feeling terrible i went to take my temperature.
It was slight fever la.
37.9
Bleh
I went for my physiotherapy thingy then i rushed down to church for prayer meeting.
Prayer meeting was cool?
It was really super strong lo.
Then sam teo kept blowing her nose.
I tot she was so touched by the presence of God that she kept crying.
It turned out that she had flu!!!
-.-"
Ya beryl is super cool man.
Beryl!! You are cool.
=]
This is the first time i'm praising her really from the bottom of my heart.
Not being sacastic.
really really!
beryl is awesome.
Ya so then after prayer meeting we slack around in church.
i dun think i was slacking.
I was just sitting there looking around.
xD
Cuz i seriously felt terrible.
K so we left to mel's house after that.
Cabbed there.
And joanne had a surprise for us.
Wow!
And a BIG surprise for me.
it was water bomb.
They love us so much la.
xD
And they made an extremly huge 1 just for me.
See how much they LOVE me.
xD
But joanne still squeezed the water bomb on top of me.
lucky i zhao with linus cuz if u dun wan to get wet.
GET INTO THE HOUSE!
So they dropped the huge 1 on the floor.
wasted right?
haha.
The food was nice la.
Thanks to the aunties
=]
I so feel like killing mel.
I think he threw 4 BUCKETS OF WATER AT ME!
3 at the pool there but it wasn't a big bucket.
Then when we were sitting down chatting.
Jolene threw 1 whole bucket of water on me!
I was alr drying up and they did that to me.
=[
Ya so everyone ended up in the pool except for charis, linus(not even wet!), bennie, sisi, jolene, cherie, jamie(not even wet! and she uses handphone as an excuse to be unable to get wet.), marcus and of cuz me.
=]
Ya so after that we sang songs.
CHINESE SONGS!!
yay=]
haha
first song was jay chou.
This beryl dun wan to let me sing.
haha.
So it was really super fun!
Mel's house is always fun for some reason.
yaya.
So went home super late.
I think i caught the 2nd last bus or something.
haha.
Lucky.
Then went home and got scolded like crap!!
haha.
nvm lar.
I guess thats life.
and now she's like nagging at me for like not keeping the clothes.
i hate keeping clothes-.-"


Wow!
I just returned from church camp and it was Amazing!

1st day
went to see doctor lee in the morning to kind of fix the appointment for my operation la.
I was somehow praying that it wouldn't be this week so that i could go for church camp.
Then later because of some reason.
I can't go for the operation and therefore it is CANCELLED!
But...operation is still KIV if i break something again.
CHOI!
yaya.
So i was super happy.
Then i was sent to do physiotherapy.
After that i went home and packed and set off for church!
Then met jamie at the bus stop there.
I was late-.-"
k la.
Nth new.
So everyone were like super happy to know that i need not do the operation for the time being that 1 by 1 all came to hug me.
Then after that everyone prayed to thank God.
Praise The Lord!
ya so then it was just nice for revival meeting.
It was really strong.
Wad dominic shared really impacted me and i'm sure it did to many others la.
So we were all prayed for!
Fell under the presence of God.
After that we shared about wad we felt la.
Then after the meeting, we went to eat prata!
cuz most of us were starving.
Went back to church, suppose to get rdy to sleep.
But most of us couldn't so we had mini worship sessions here and there.
ya...
So it was really cool.
I think i only manage to sleep for like 2 hours?
haha.
Cuz i keep getting woken up by ppl la.
Coming in and out of the room.
Lucky i did-.-"
If not our faces would be filled with colgate!

2nd day
i was really energetic.
Cuz i didn't really catch must sleep la.
But we had worship sessions again and it really helps to refresh the mind.
So i was totally awake after it.
amazing right?
oh oh...
and during 1 of this worship sessions i was feeling quite uncomfortable as u know i cannot bend my leg.
So it got abit numb
Then sam teo and huimin realised it, so they went to get a chair for me to sit.
ya, its seriously very nice of them la.
And they dun gain anything by doing it lo.
i'm super happy to hav friends like that.
=]
We played games and stuff then went on to east coast for our BBQ.
So i was abit emo la.
Cuz i was quite tired, ya...
So sry if i somehow neglected anyone k.
But after that i had a hearty talk with fiona!
haha.
First time we can like interact so well la.
=]
Then i next was felice.
Cuz she looked quite bored la.
It was quite hard to find a topic to talk to her but soon everything turned out just fine!
Then later, we sent fiona to the carpark.
Then went back to BBQ pit.
Desmond was really not feeling well.
And i think thats how i got my sorethroat now!
See la.
Ask him dun talk to me he dun wan.
haha.
jkjk.
So after that we went to the other BBQ pit to slack with our cg la.
Then i helped first by just getting meat out of chicken wings with 2 forks.
Seriously...
It very tiring.
Like worst then bball training?
Cuz the fork is quite fragile and can be broken easily and the chicken meet is tough like i dunno..
-.-"
Just super tough and hard to kind of pluck it out.
So i almost killed the chicken again!
Even though it was alr cooked la.
Somemore jamie said i cannot allow the fork to give way.
So ya...
it was tough.
Then we learn't that cherie is good at peeling prawn shell!
haha.
next time i go seafood restaurant hav to ask her along.
So they were like saying they would be good house wives next time.
haha.
I agree!
Ya so the chicken was peeled for jieru la.
Cuz she has been helping out cooking food for everyone except herself.
ya...
Then later jamie and cherie had this talk with us in a tent with total darkness.
About some stuff.
Its quite sad.
Although we can't see each others face.
Somehow u can feel something la.
Ya...
So it was really a very open talk lo.
Like its really your actions that will reflect wad your mind thinks lo.
Ya, it lasted for 1 hour plus?
haha.
Longest talk we ever had.
And MY BUTT HURT!
cuz the ground u see, it super uneven and i happen to sit on places with rocks or something.
So it was really tiring and painful.
Then after that we decided to sleep so that we could see the sunrise the next morning.

3rd day
Woke up in the morning at 6am.
Wondering y didn't i hear my alarm.
xD
guess the wave sound was too loud la.
High tide ma.
So i happen to also be the only 1 who woke up.
Then after like 30mins sitting at the chair staring into the sea.
Beryl woke up.
We thought that the sun was rising up from the back again so we went back to the tent to sleep.
But i couldn't sleep.
So i sat in the tent for almost 1 and a half hour!!!
Thats quite insane right?
All i did was looking at ppl sleep.
And just staring into the small tiny tent.
xD
Then finally they woke up at 7plus.
And jamie was late for lessons.
(as usual)
Then she sat there and kind of like looked around.
Then i asked her if she wanted to hurry cuz she is alr late.
Then she stood up and still refuse to go get rdy la.
Just stare around again.
I mean like so funny.
If i'm late i'll be panicking and like rushing my way to school or wherever alr.
And i'm proud to say i've nv been late for school?
cool anot?
haha
=]
So yea manage to get a cab and she went to school.
So the rest of us went back.
I lay on the benches and fell asleep while some went to macs to grab a bite.
Soon we packed up the tents and left for church.
reached church at around noon 12.
Then our cg ppl were so tired that they went lying all around sleeping la.
While the rest were like enthu doing their own stuff.
Later ended with a worship session.
Powerful!.
Refreshing as usual.
Then i became energetic again!
haha.
So after that we slack around in church la.
Found out that church had many fun things to do.
haha!
Even like just talking is fun.
yaya.
So left at 9pm
Came home my mum kind of told me off la.
oh ya!
and because of this special torn ligament leg.
I'm able to go to VBS.
Cool right?
Actually not.
-.-"
it hurts k.
But because my operation was cancelled, i was able to go for it!
God's amazing!!


Gosh.
This morning was a really terrible day.
Early in the morning my mum woke me up.
Then i got scolded for not waking up on my own when i knew i had an appointment to x-ray la.
Then blah blah.
All the naggings.
So went off to mount e.
Reached there and i went to like do all the stuff first at the counter while my mum parked the car.
Soon when it was my turn, i went in the room la.
Dr Lee checked my leg.
He twist and turn like no end!
haha.
jkjk.
He twisted with care la.
Then he said my ligaments were perfectly fine.
So he suspects it is the mansicus prob?
And its like worst can?
Cuz u can't like wear a cast and let it heal.
You must do OPERATION!!!
When i heard that.
I wanted to just jump down and end my life or something.
Wah...
I just fall like that then must do operation?
So he said we can like scan to diagnose the problem first.
Do some RA scan?
I dunno wad is that.
But i did it.
Cuz i would do anything to not do the operation.
So i was like hoping that nothing happened to it la.
Then he said he was like 80-90% sure.
I almost fainted.
So anw.
We did the procedure la.
So went for the scan.
I lay there for HALF AN HOUR!
Cannot move at all.
I fell asleep.
haha!!
So funny.
Sry la.
I too tired ler ma.
lol.
Somemore they play music for me.
And can i say i was the only patient they were serving?
Cuz that place belongs to 1 of my mother's friend in mount e.
So he like give us 20% off.
And after discount it is like $700 plus.
Can i faint?
So exp!
After that my mum needed to rush to work.
So she left me at newton mrt.
I decided to go directly to church.
Cuz i din wan to go back and then hav to leave straight away again.
So Beryl came out to kind of accompany me.
yea..
When to the foodcourt there to eat lunch.
Then huimin and melissa came.
So we decided to go up to church.
On our way up, we saw jamie at the white gate.
So we called her to wait for us.
Then as we walked in, Beryl and me saw this guy wearing white.
He looked like vicknash.
But the hair didn't.
So we were like is it him?
No it isn't.
Eh wait it is wad
nono.It isn't.
All the way until right infront of him then we realise it is him.
haha.
His hair was all flattened.
I hav no idea y.
Forgot where he put his gel?
haha.
jkjk.
Yea so went up.
The lift wouldn't go.
O.o
Then someone said we hav to take the steps?
I went OMG.
ya, but anyway it worked la.
haha.
So we went up.
Then slack around.
I was getting abit impatience so i called my mum.
I asked..
huishan:"how was the report?"
mum:"i'm not collecting it cuz i alr know wad happened."
(shocked)
huishan:"wad happened?"
mum:"you broke something, i dunno how to explain.Tmr the doctor will explain it."
huishan:"So do i need to go for operation?"
mum:"HAVE TO HAVE TO!
And can i declare that was the end of my world.
I started emo-ing.
Then memories started flashing back.
LOL
JKJK.
ya.
Then i told huisiang la.
Then she called me.
Then ask me how i was la.
Then passed on to wen qian then she told me how much she love me.
Then passed on to jing wen then she said she would pray for me.
Then passed on to jiayi then she asked me to like jiayou and stuff.
How nice juniors i hav!
=]
Seriously la...
Super nice of them to call me.
So after that cg started.
jamie refused to tell me wad it was la.
Then when i went it jamie asked the cg to pray for my operation and stuff.
So the all came round me and started praying.
They bully me la.
I started crying for no reason.
Then okay i can announce BERYL'S PURPOSE IN LIFE IS MADE!!!
xD
Then on we had this worship session.
Then we had this fellowship kind of thing.
Then ended with another prayer.
Now i know wads cg.
xD
haha.
Ya so after that went down to the food court to eat dinner.
Then i sat there saying i wan to eat i wan to eat.
But i just kept sitting there chatting with ppl.
haha!
So beryl suddenly asked:" EH! ARE YOU GOING TO EAT OR NOT ARH?
i was like yes!
I'm going to eat.
Then jamie said she's gonna bring me to buy food.
Omg.
more like disgracing me la.
She went to all the stores asked the ppl to like introduced the food to me.
oh ya and she was speaking in chinese!
O.o
Thats the weirdest of all.
I was super embarrassed.
She went around telling ppl i'm siao
I think next time i dun dare to go food court alr.
xD
yaya.
So finally settled down with rice.
WITH LOTS OF CURRY!!!
anw.
finished my food and went home with beryl.
Came home and i'm still relunctant to go for operation.
I'm so sad.
=[


Yest was a sad sad day.
You know y it is sad?
Cuz my previous injury repeated itself!!
You know few days ago before i left for new york i injured my knee during the match right?
But after coming back i tot it was okay.
Then i went for training yest.
I REALISED IT WAS SO NOT OKAY!!!

Had training yest.
We ran with the juniors and i ran super slowly.
Then did layup.
I jammed up the whole thing cuz i ran slowly la.
After that we trained with the seniors.
Do layup again.
Hiong la.
I was doing layup, i jumped.
Then suddenly i heard this crack sound again.
Then my leg had no strength, i fell right down to the ground.
Then kelly freaked out.
Cuz she was the one who passed me the ball to do layup.
She hurried over la.
This was the worst fall ever.
No one pushed me or anything.
Infact no one was there.
I just fell on my own!
Cuz of that previous injury.
It wasn't healed fully yet.
In the morning i was still thinking of whether to go training or not.
I decided to go-.-"
How smart of me.
Yea so as usual...Sze lei and kelly carried me over to the shelter.
So i rest there.
Kelly super funny.
When i injured my leg at the court she was like.
You see she so brave, dun want to cry.
Then when i entered the shelter.
The pain was too much i started crying.
Then she came in and she said.
see, she cannot control anymore.Crying alr.
lol!
So fiona was made to accompany me.
Then the seniors continued their training cuz they had to practice for the coming match.
This sat!!
I dun think i can play.
So yea...
Jiayous!!
I might be going down to watch.
Lets see whether i need to hav this leg amputated or something.
xD
So i left earlier for training.
Went to cherie's house.
Her dog really scares me.
Like so hyper go running all around.
But at least she doesn't bark.(that much)
Yea...
So we slacked around there la.
Like having this chips picnic.
We were all eating chips like siao.
haha.
so stayed until 7+
Then we left.
Went to eat at the nearby kopitiam first as xuanbin's father was coming to fetch us.
So in the end, xuanbin's father had to wait for us to finish our dinner.
Feel so bad la.
Abigale and pollyna also joined us.
Yea...
After that we left.
And xuanbin's father fetched us home la.
Thankyou xuanbin's father!!
If not i think i would die walking to change train.
haha.
Went home and my mum nearly killed me.
She was like staring at me once i came home.
When she realised i was hurt.
She went like....AIYO!!!
Then she as usual said i should hav asked her to bring me to the doctor instead of going to cherie's house.
And i was like yaya-.-"
So later she would be bringing me to the doctor la.
I hope theres nth wrong...seriously.
I dun wan to be using crutches during the camp.
If so, i would hav to give it a miss.
=[

Just woke up at 11am just now.
And my leg was
!!!!
terrible.
It will hurt every time i move it.
Even sitting down and standing up is like hard for me.
Can someone help me!!
xD
No u can't.
Okay.
haha.
Just hav to rest it.
I'll see wad the doctor says later.
Can't go to prayer meeting with a leg like this-.-"
I wonder how am i to go to church tmr for getting started.
xD


Okay
The previous post was to give u all the wrong idea.
Actually i was able to make it and alr told beryl about it.
Just wanted to give u all surprise la.
Then beryl's gonna tell me its shock not surprise.
Ya.
This doesn't mean i dun wan to give beryl surprise k...
Just that i trust her.(that she wun tell anyone)
haha
=]
And she didn't!
haha.
Thank you so much.
haha.
Anw.
So funny when i see all the shock faces when i went to church.
Especially Jamie, she was like super shock that she came to hug me.
haha
Know u miss me lar.
haha.
yar, so the rest were too!
Didn't regret changing my flight anw.
Although my mum wasn't too please about that.
xD
yaya.
So concert was fun!
That rapper was cool.
haha.
And parachute band was awesome!
So i brought fiona, liwei and bryan to church.
haha.
Joanne din come.
Thats like so sad.
But charissa came.
haha.
Anw. After the whole concert.
We took lots of photo.
Went around socialising with ppl.
Dun say i anti-social ler hor.
And we look a cg photo.
Our cg seriously got alot of ppl today.
And half of them were NEWTOWN.
Woots!
haha.
Ya, so after that we left and the cg splitted.
Some went home and some went to eat some smelly tofu at geylang.
Lucky i din go.
If not i dunno how to go home after that.
Cuz no bus!
haha.
So manage to come home.
Tmr having training, dun feel like going.
After that going to cherie's house to slack.
With a tiny dog that cherie kicks everyday!
lol.
jkjk.
She doesn't kick her dog, she's nice to her dog k.
haha.
I'm scared of dogs.
xD
k lets see how tmr.


I'm so sad.
I can't go to parachute band!!
=[


Omg!
You hav no idea how much my mum and me walked today.
Is like after my mum's meeting, we walked to macy.
A shopping center in 7th ave.
Wah...
She said just further up abit more only.
In the end, we walked from 53rd street to the 34th street.
And theres no short cut k.
Is street after street after street.
Walk until i almost died.
Somemore i din hav lunch.
Wah seh...
So finally after reaching this macy shopping mall.
Wad else, we went in to shop la.
I tell u is cool de lor.
The whole place like zoo like that.
Shoes are thrown all over the place.
Ppl are blocking every path available
But some things there are really cheap.
Like the boots, coach shoes and aniger?(i'm not sure)
So we finally settled with 1 shoe.
Just need the other pair.
So we kinda went all over the place looking for the sales ppl.
And u know wad?
None of them were found.
U know actually we took a very long time to find shoe that we liked la.
Then is like dunno 2 hours or something?
K thats quite long.
Then we found someone to help us and that person said it had to be someone around the area where the shoe was taken from.
So went back.
And still no one.
Suddenly this person appeared.
Wah, my mum ran hurrily over.
Then ask for the size.
So yea, waited super long for it.
No idea y.
Came out, dun hav that size.
Omg!!
U know how much i love love love Singapore?
I'm gonna declare my love for Singapore right here, right now!
I mean in Singapore u can get any sales person easily in shopping malls and u definately dun hav to wait for so long to be served or even get wad u need or wanted.
Right so we were super tired, my mum decided to take a taxi back to the hotel.
But before that, we dropped by TGIF.
And of cuz, my steak.
=]
Its quite nice.
Super filling.
Went back and i'm still full until now!
U know i really miss Singapore.
At least i wun feel so small.
I feel so tiny and small here.
U know the ppl are big and tall.
xD
K fine.
I'm just short la.
And i admit it k.
So...
anw my mum just came out of the toliet and its my turn to bathe.
heh.
Today i heard that beryl started speaking tongues!
Cool
=]
Happy for her.
And as usual i still think leadership kind of thing is complicated.
Involves lots of things as usual.
-.-"
So can't wait to return to Singapore.
My mum promised to being me to red house to eat chilli crab.
woots.
B div' girls made it to semi!
haha.
And sze lei can once again play.
All the best man!
Next match is on monday.


Okay
You know wad?
I'm suppose to be asleep now but i can't.
So i'm currently pestering my mother to not sleep and talk to me.
haha.
I know i'm bad.
But i'm bored.
And i'm still not use to the time diff here.
Hais...
Anw.
Yest was a usual all on my own day.
Other then in the evening i think my mother went out with me for 2 hours?
Aww man...
We lost to UWCA.
Sad la.
hais..
By 10 points leh!
The other time we only won them by 7.
This is super saddening.
K ya.
So i'm super hungry now.
I'm like searching for food.
food...food...food!!
Today my mum's gonna work for 2 hours.
Means...
i'm eating my steak later.
haha!
Yay
Woots
haha.
Anw.
I just heard that the concert is not evengelistic?
or something.
Dunno wad it means.
But sad right?
k la nvm...
Anw.
i'm still unsure whether i can make it so.
xD
It seriously is sad when u dunno whether u can attend something and yet u invite ppl for it.
lol.
I think it is super weird.
okay ya so...
I think i will just go back and lay on my bed.
Hopefully i will just fall asleep or something.
Cuz currently, nobody online is talking to me.
=[
Thats like so sad and i'm so bored.


I hate thinking of wad to eat everyday!!
=[
Loner...


Okay.
I think i will be blogging often.
Cuz i hav seriously nth to do.
This afternoon i ate rays pizza for lunch.
Its super big can?
Plus i had difficulty ordering cuz i din understand wad were the ppl asking me.
So i just kept repeating my order.
Their slang very jialat.
k.
So after that went back to my hotel room.
Realised i din bring my card out.
omg.
I was locked out.
My mum was in a meeting.
Bo bian...
I had to make friends with the cleaners.
Then i asked them if they could help to open the door for me.
lol!
Obviously they did.
So yea.
Phew...
Went in the hav my pizza
I was super full by the time half was done.
So din finish the pizza.
After that played pheonix wright
haha.
Then play until fell asleep.
xD
My mum came back from meeting.
But i lock the door to privacy.
So she can't enter the room.
haha!
She shout and call for me but...
i was sleeping.
U know i sleep like a log?
haha.
So the guard had to come up.
So pai seh can.
After that i heard a guys voice shouting la.
lol!
Then i open the door.
haha!
Anw my mum just managed to connect this com to the internet in the room.
So i will most probably not dc that often?
haha.
today my record was dc-ing 30 over times.
pro right.
haha
So i dun think i can eat dinner.
Quite full after that pizza thing.
Wad should i eat tmr for lunch?
bleh.
Oh ya i was locked out of my room in the afternoon.
Forgot to bring my card out!
Then i had to ask the cleaner to help me open the door.
xD
okay i am very sleeping.
Think i need to go bathe to freshen up myself.
haha
=]


Okay.
I need to do this fast.
This stupid internet keep disconnecting by itself.
Stupid la.
Anw.
Today Beryl, steven and charis came to changi airport to sent me off.
So nice of them.
I mean changi is like so far away.
They had to wake up early just to sent me off.
=]
Cherie din come though.
Cuz her tuition teacher appeared.
I was so sad.
Nvm la.
haha.
so sat 18 hours of flight to New York.
U know wad?
I hate long flights.
I almost vomitted striaght after the flight la.
Then we took a cab.
The driver is cool de lo.
Chiong then stop.
Chiong then stop.
I almost died in the taxi.
Thank God.
I survived.
lol.
Anw.
Things here ain't cheap k.
The prices are same as singapore but...
In america currency.
Anw the food here are all in super big servings.
Ate pork ribs yest.
Rocks man!
haha.
Super nice and filling.
Going for steak on dunno which day.
My mum's gonna work.
I am gonna be all alone.
Sad la.
And this internet connection is like-.-"
Anw i am at the hotel lobby now.
Now is early in the morning.
About 7 plus.
Thinking about my lunch.
Had this wrap from starbucks for my breakfast.
wahaha.
Nice.
Later i'm gonna walk alone.
=[
Such a loner.
Or maybe i should just stay here and use this com.
I just realised is my com that is retarded, not the connection.
bleh.
Should hav brought my mum's laptop instead la.
Hate flights.
I really do.
Its cold here.
Quite la.
So yea.
I will hate the feeling when i return to singapore.
World of different.


Morning woke up.
Went online and chat.
I need to say something.
I am still super sad that i am unable to attend parachute band concert!!
=[
So yea.
Steven, being so nice.
Talked to me
And he also decided to lend me his nitendo ds so that i can play it in new york.
So nice right?
=]
So after that left for KFC.
Ms peh treating ma.
Went there and it was changed to pizza hut.
Cool man.
We all ordered the student special.
Wah...
Full until cannot run arh.
Super full.
haha.
Ms peh paid the bill but we had like 2 hour of leisure time.
Later while i was walking to clementi MRT.
Ready to meet steven.
He message to tell me he couldn't find his ds.
Sad la.
But nvm lar.
Its good enough to hav that thought alr.
Then he apologize to me.
After that we went to cc.
Played the computer.
haha.
Then we left for the match.
Which school?
That wasabae shibuya sch.
Dunno wad it is also la.
Just call it the wasabe sch.
haha.
We lost to them previously.
Saddess thing is sze lei cannot play for the matches.
Cuz...
of some reason la.
So i had to control the game.
Play point guard lo.
As usual it sucks.
But i was quite happy with some passes that i did with shuman and andrea.
=]
So we were leading quite ahead la.
Around 10 points.
They manage to chase up till 7 points.
So we won 41-18
yay!
Shuman also sprained her ankle while snatching the rebound.
Not clear of wad happen.
So sze lei and kelly carried her out of the court.
Then followed by me!!
At the last dunno how many seconds.
This no.13 came to block me.
As i was dribbling pass her(chionging)
She just..dunno wad she do also.
Ran into my way and hit my knee.
"Crack!!"
Super loud as i heard.
It was my knee!!
I lay on the ground.
Couldn't move.
Super pain can?
Then sze lei and kelly carried me out of the court.
Then they iced it for me.
Is like only left 15 seconds and this happened to me.
xD
So they continued playing.
Finally we won.
Today game was fun.
We were like playing rubby.
haha.
And i was made to waste time.
So fun la.
Just dribble here and there.
Then desiree and andrea screen for me here and there.
haha!
But i still dun like falling down.
I think my joints are out of place.
haha!
When i walk i feel the bone moving or rubbing against each other.
pain sia.
K la.
Still can walk SLOWLY.
This is the last match.
Worth it?
i dunno.
can la.
As least nv break.
warning to all...break your arms or anything.
Just dun break your leg!
K ya.
So went back with chuifann.
Normal journey.
I am leaving for new york tmr.
Peijun asked me to help her get coach bag.
Cuz it is cheaper?
haha.
So yea...
I am really sad that i cannot go parachute band.
=[
But...good news is
I am going for zone D camp!
woots.
haha.
My mum signed the consent form also.
yay!
Sze lei and andrea are also coming to church on the sun i am back.
=]
Tmr ppl from church are also sending me off.
So nice of them
=]


plus plus...
steven is super nice.
up till now.
He is still finding his ds for me.
He says he is finding it until he is sweating.
so nice la.
haha.
Beryl has also offered to lend me her ds.
Nice ppl they are
=]


God does miricles in my life everyday!

Morning went to IMM to buy some stuff.

While buying stuff, i asked my mum if i could go church.

Striaght no was the answer.

I was like super sad la.

So i messaged cherie, desmond and sam teo that i couldn't attend service today.

Sam teo asked for the reason.

And after knowing it she decided to pray with me.

I told her i was outside and it wasn't really right.

So she said that polly and her would pray and i just have to agree it in my heart.

So as we were going to the nearby hawker centre to eat.

They called me.

We conference and they prayed with me.

After that they asked me to ask my parents again.

I decided to do that after lunch.

So striaght after lunch i saw that time was running out.

As my dad went to packet food for my brother.

I talked to my mum.

Asking her if i could go.

Striaght no again.

I continued to bargain with her and soon there was a conclusion.
I had leave church immediately after service.
Pack my laguage, keep my clothes and talk to my brother about something.
I agreed to like anything they ask me to do lar.
haha.
Can't believe i actually did that also.
I hate keeping clothes btw.
I wan narmi (my previous maid who stayed with me for 10yrs)
=[
Ya so back in the car.
I asked my mum again.
I was like crossing my fingers at the back.
Then she asked my dad.
Finally...I was able to attend church
=]
God works in all ways yea?
Oh..
I spent more then 30mins talking to my mother in the hawker centre hor.
xD
Bargaining is tiring k...
Went home and left for church.
Met sam teo at clementi.
She was so happy that i made it to church and was still very excited by the angels who sang with us yest.
Later went to church to book seats.
We booked 2 whole rows!!
With only 2 person.
It was suppose to be 5 person to book 1 row.
and we boldly book 2.
We were super worried the urshers will just release all the seats.
Then soon the cg came.
Then we got seated.
Service was powerful.
Sermon preached by pastor lia.
She was super powerful in both service yest and today!
i'm gonna make another bargain but i feel so bad.
I AM ALSO SUPER SAD!!
Cuz i can't attend the parachute band concert.
My bargain has something to do with that.
I mean...ppl alr ask me to bring them there la.
From new town!!
And now...I CANNOT MAKE IT
I feel like dying.
I dun wan to go new york.
xD
I will miss matches but thats okay.
LOL!!!
I din say that.
I think i will still be arounds for the finals.
I dun care.
My mum is going there to work and u all must talk to me online.
I am bring the laptop there.
MUST HOR.
must talk to me if not i will be super bored.
=[


Woke up quite late today.
At around 10am.
Before that woke up at 6.45am.
Saw that it was raining and decided to pon training.
This is my first time ponning training.
Cool right?
haha.
K nvm...
After that my parents left and i went to clementi to meet beryl as well.
Went to church for the Getting Started thing 1-3pm
Then went for lunch break, followed by service from 5-7pm
Serivice ended late.
During service something amazing happened.
Pastor lia was preaching to us about being a leader and carry others burdens.
She was talking/praying then the background music was on.
Suddenly there was a voice.
But brother sky mentioned that all the mikes were muted excluding pastor lia's.
The voice was hym-ing along with the background music.
It was super loud and soon it became a voice where the words were clearly pronounced.
It is now known as the angels were singing with us?
Dun u think it is super cool.
How angels get happy with our praise and decides to sing along with us?
Presence of God was really strong and it was there.
After that i heard a super shocking news.
Ya...Which i think maybe thats my purpose in life that i am finding all this while.
Yet it might be a mistake in life.
I really dunno.
So lets just wait for God to reveal things to me k?
haha.
I hope i can go to service tmr, but things dun turn up very well though.
I will still try my best tmr.
haha.
Going to America soon.
Dun miss me.
=]
I will still be online de...


Know wad?
K..
Guess wad, I was able to attend Beryl's bd party!
Dun u just love God?
Ya anw. yest party was fun.
I got to bbq the food.
Overcook some also.
haha.
I should be a chef when i grow up and then no one will hire me.
xD

Woke up late today.
Around 10 plus.
So had my own sausage omelette for lunch!!
haha.
had a new way of cooking it.
It tastes quite okay hor!
haha.
Ya after eating i went to meet cherie and tracy at city hall to pass the high school musical 2 dvd for children church.
We went to food court talked then we walk around aimlessly.
After that they went to church for prayer meeting.
But i couldn't attend, my mum will like make a big fuss of it.
Ya...
Now i am thinking if i should go to my friends bd party tmr and go to church on sun.
Or...
Attend church tmr because there is the Getting Started event.
Someone tell me which 1 should i attend.
tell me...tell me...tell me...tell me...tell me...
I dun wan to dissapoint my friend.
Neither do i wan to miss this event.
Y must things always happen on the same day?


Another long and tiring day today.
Woke up early in the morning to meet chuifann, desiree, elaine and fiona.
Went to Sentosa to celebrate sze lei's birthday.
Played in the sea which i hated because the water was really salty.
So desiree and me rather play volley ball.
Didn't know how to play.
So...
ANYHOW PLAY.
haha.
After that went to bathe and left Sentosa.
When to ICA building to get my passport.
Wah..
Waited for whole 2 hours to collect my passport.
Its such a waste of time?
After that rushed to church to attend worship session.
Went for dinner after that.
Was quite late.
I wasn't like suppose to be home at that kind of hour.
But yea..
On the way home sam teo enphasized on praying and God will help me.
I was quite worried i will get scolded and be unable to go to church and attend beryl's bd party tmr.
So while taking bus.
I prayed.
God answers all prayers and works in all ways!
Guess wad?
When i went home.
My dad greeted me in a very happy tone.
And my mum just asked me wad i ate for dinner in a very happy tone too.
So i was also happy!
Gods answers prayers with happiness!!
Ya so gonna pray that i am able to attend beryl's birthday party tmr!


Morning went back to my primary school.
Wanted to help out in the inter-class, but in the end it rained.
So it was changed to captains ball instead of bball.
Yea...
So we tot captains ball was like boring so we played bball in the rain.
After that Mr Ng treated us to pizza hut.
Left pizza hut to meet my sam teo, mel, charis and beryl at clementi.
Was abit late.
Stayed for awhile.
Wanted to be late actually.
In the end i tot i could follow jeslyn and gang as they were also late.
Who knows!
They took taxi and i was pulled along.
So we weren't that late after all.
xD
Match started.
There was this female referee who was the teacher-in-charge or coach of UWCA.
She made me really furious la.
She blew me for travelling.
The first time i was like, okay nvm..
Maybe i did.
Second time i was dribbling then i stopped to see who i could pass to, she called me for travelling.
Okay nvm...
I REN!
Then later...
I just got the ball from desiree then she blew me again.
I din even dribble or move.
She called me for travelling AGAIN.
Wah...
I buay tahan liao.
I did something, something like showing attitude lar.
Then the referee blew me.
She called me but i ignore.
Then she said she would give me technical foul if i continue to ignore her...according to shiyun cuz i wasn't listening to her crap.
She called me to tell me i travelled.
I was super angry lar.
Anw the game continued.
Huisiang fouled out, i followed after afew minutes.
So jeslyn was like left to do all the shooting.
Desiree was made to control!!!
xD
But anyway we got trashed.
Thats the worst part.
I think the juniors are out alr.
Sad right?
=[
Went back home after that.
After telling so many ppl about that referee i shall forget it.
Since she is like new.
But her calls are quite obvious she was either against me or siding her own team.


hey guys.
I am seriously tired of my life.
And i mean really tired k.
Its like...
My world revolves around bball.
Not bball revolves around my world.
My life is a mess.
I dun wan to play so many matches.
I am getting tired.
My interest for bball is decreases.
I use to play every match to my very best but now i feel that every match is a torture.
I dunno y i am feeling this.
Probably i hav reached my limits for bball.
I like bball but not like that.
I hav no idea why my life turned out to be like that.
I feel bored with matches, but i know i will miss it when i can't play it anymore.
I need to cherish it but i can't seem to.
Guess i would need to learn how to.

Anw.
Today, Met linus at control station then desmond followed by charis.
We went to subway to find beryl and cherie.
Later we decided to eat at the kopitiam.
Later jamie came.
Followed by huimin and friends.
Then yolander and her friends too.
Lastly was jw, xb and steven.
They came to church today!
Happy for them.
Service was as usual exciting and sermons was powerful.
I found out something today and also know about something today.
Can't say though.
Ya...So we played games as a cg as usual.
Then we went to kopitiam for dinner!
Later charis left and cherie walked her to the mrt.
We stayed in church until quite late then we left.